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               what's up??

notta lot here! well i have been having fun, kinda* i made a new friend, justin.  hes seems cool. which is kinda awesome. lol!* i really miss Brenden so much* i really wanna be back w/ him but thats his choice. Brenden, I LOVE YOU~!* well yesturday i hung out w/ katie* kailey* and lauren carlson*. it was a blast! we went ( Read more... )

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Mark(**) the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't mark is false.
4. Add your own question at the end.

** ( TERRIBLY )01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
*04. I like to sleep alot
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact ( Read more... )

I am really confussed right now!  should i just give up on Brenden? *honestly*  i was just talking to randy and he told me not to plan on gettin back with Brenden. and awhole bunch of bullshit! i really dont know if i should believe randy, because the things Brenden has said to me but i dk! i would do anything for Brenden, but i guess I'M not worth ( Read more... )

hey*  wow! i just wanna fuckin die* i hate my life! im soo sick of goin through the crap im in. i feel i dont deserve anything. i dont get why i deserve chances with Brenden because i fucked up b4. i love this guy to death,but why me? isnt there someone out there that wont hurt him like i did b4? theres someone better out there for him, rather than ( Read more... )

*!~Melanie <3's You~!*

*Especially Brenden*

*Kci & Jo Jo- All My Life*

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you 
You are Close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you ( Read more... )

well i finally got the frikkin internet back so i dont have to do this shyt at skool* lol* but yeah the past few days have been ok* yesturday i hung out with brenden* we talked and i finally got out what i needed to ask him. it felt so right being with him. i just dont know what i would do with out him. seriously* he means so much to me.words cant  ( Read more... )

Put a X between the () if you would...
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me for once cuz I always drive
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() Listen to me if I called you crying even ( Read more... )

well..where to start?? Friday night was a blast... besides the fact ppl kept trying to get me to make out with them..but yah over all it was funn! Happy Birthday Luke and Coty* (kinda late but better late than never, luv ya guys*) then saturday, i was home but it was kinda fun. sunday brenden called me witch made my day! i love that kid to death! ( Read more... )

snow days suck ass! but are good at the same time* theres never anything to do and everyone is bored! grr... im not obsessive or anything i just have alot of feelings for him, and if you happen to read this sorry for saying all this but its true ( Read more... )