I walked in the rain last night and felt totally alive for the first time in years.......

i feel like my life is falling apart before my eyes and that some people just don't understand and some are being kinda confusing....i thought i had a good many friends who might be able to help me through this but i keep coming up with no one to talk to or help me out anymore....i feel like my heartache is just a problem to some people and that ( Read more... )

........and I am at my parents with not even a room of my own. I went from shopping for a wedding dress and house fixtures one week to wondering whether i'm going to be alone forever the next.

started at my new store.....working on my house.......living with my friends.......still have daily panic attacks but for different reasons......breath in....breath out.......ahhh fuck it.......panic and cry.......stay tuned for more incomprehansible stuff to come...

Last day at Old Navy in Columbus....Tuesday will be my first day in St. Clairesville....it was kinda fun today ( Read more... )

maybe i belong in a small town in a 1950's sitcom............

so....my Paid Time Off did not get put in for when i went to Nashville....so my check was about $200 less than normal which sux.....i am in another funk......i feel very small and insignificant and a bit depressed today....Ry's Grandma says she will sell us the house but it needs a ton of work and Ryan has to get a job down there first......i am ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i found out I am getting transfered to the St. Clairesville store after all...crazy...which means i now need to find a place in Cambridge ASAP!! Ry's Grandma has a house she wants to sell and i am thinking of doing it....crazy I know....but it just may work! i hope i can get ahold of Ryan sson so I can figure out what to do......we'll see

Well today was kinda blah...closed again and i have to do it at leats one more time...opening tomorrow...my last day in Reynoldsburg area will be Sept. 17 then i will be at my parents in Nashport....gettin stuff straightened out ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Zak Witucky!!!