I must decide very soon what I am going to do about Ryan and I.....everything has always been so sweet and nice until he decided to begin talking to girls all the time online and neglect our relationship.....he was already on his 3rd probabtion when this time he actually had a stranger over to our apartment while i was in Nashville and cheated on ( Read more... )

got to http://www.uan.org/ears/action_report.html to find out why...

I'll keep you updated on what happens with that and if i have to leave Reynoldsburg thanx to Ry

I am at my Mom and Dad's if anyone was wondering and will be returning to reynoldsburg eventually....i have tomorrow and thurs off....i am going to see hatch.....maybe other peeps

and Zak....you are officially the only bf who did not even think about cheating on me, thank you for being human to me

go to www.myspace.com/manchestervslondon and listen to awesome song.....

i am wearing my glasses and perfume to work something i haven't done in months....it just sounded like a good plan today.......definite sign mind has vacated the premises

btw I heart ash hatcher cuz she is awesome.......and joosh is too....what would i do without you crazy kids

I am posessed by some inane urge to make things as difficult as possible or something.....Ry and I acted like friends last night but I am still so mad I don't know what I will ultimately do....his third night on our couch ( Read more... )

i can't because what i have to say is to personal to even think about right now let alone post......my heart is breaking slowly......i have been lied to so much it staggers the imagination.....how do I go on and plan a wedding with someone who can lie to me so easily and swear to tell the truth over whether he smoked a cigarette let alone other ( Read more... )

but it feels so good to be able to say exactly what i want to say......or maybe I'm going to regret it later......who knows...

I was in Nashville last week, but now I am back in Reynoldsburg ( Read more... )

i am of no real help.............i wish i could work magic like the character in my book i am reading........i'd pschoanalyze your nightmares and help them scatter to the wind

I am reading:
Mr. Muo's traveling couch
by Dai Sijie