today kicked ass. when i got up, me and mom went food shopping and dropped movies off at blockbuster. then went to nannys house and met up with my aunt and little cousin jenna there. that was fun. nanny made us chicken sandwiches. phil came. that was fun. hes my nannys "friend" but we all know they like eachother even tho hes married to some ( Read more... )

today fucking sucked. my aunts wake tore me apart. i was so close to her and just seeing her laying in her casket was horrible. i cried so much i lost my voice. the worst was when i saw my poppy crying. ive never seen that man cry before, i always looked up to him as this big strong man that would never cry in front of his family bc he had to hold ( Read more... )

yeah this week sucks so far. i was so sick all day and my mom wouldnt let me come home from school. i threw up like 3 times and wanted to die. tomorrow im going out to long island for a 4 hour drive for my aunts funeral. jess, matt, and jen are coming so it wont be too bad. no school...i get to sleep till 10 and then have to get ready to leave at ( Read more... )

my nanny closed on her house!!!!! that means shes moving out this weekend! ill miss her but she drove me crazy. anyway, thats where ive been the past few days; helping her move :) i went there right after school yesterday, her and my mom unpacked, i found a mattress in the garage and slept, go figure. then rich came and we went to eat at the tavern ( Read more... )

today i learned that unless you remember to put laundry detergent in the washer, your clothes wont get clean. i learned that after the 3rd load. pretty agrivated, deffinatly. not much to say at all. lifes boring. i get my lisence in less than 2 months!! woohoo. soo....can we say frat boy coming on thusrday?!?! hell yeah. hah i love you myn! prob ( Read more... )

i have never missed someone this much before. idc what he does, i just cant handle being lied to. i cant stop thinking about him...ughhh

yeah so im home sick today. i went to the doctors last night and found out i have a virus. yesterday my mom told me that her aunt has lukemia and my uncle sal told me that the docs told him she may only have 3 days to live. hopefully we'll visit her tomorrow. :( anyway, not much going on. i had the weirdest dream ever last night tho. i was in the ( Read more... )

last night was soo funny. i got off work at 815 but i just stood and talked to jackie for a half hour b4 i clocked out since there were no customers. after i went home and got changed i went to jens house for a partaayy. that was interesting. he cousin = yummy :) wow! hes hott as hell!!!! but he has a scum bag gf who noone likes and she was giving ( Read more... )

well. pretty boring week. last night was pretty fun tho. it was with sikorski, of course. haha we went to a party at her sisters house in the G H E T T O !! we saw a man get arrested and soooo many pot heads omggg. yeah we saw outside most of the night so we wouldnt smell like smoke. ha ther was this guy with like 6 friends who tried 3 times to get ( Read more... )

what a great weekend!! friday i hung with jen and jess. that was intersting. we went to the homecoming game but that was pretty boring. jess slept over. saturday night i stayed home and spent time with my family which was really nice and then i was on the phone with jen for 4 hours and we made eachother cry. were such good friends, i totally cant ( Read more... )