So I get a text, from my mom, in my 6th hour telling me that our front door to the apt. Has been kicked in. crap... So with this great violation comes the task of seeing what they did inside and what the took... I get home and the door frame is shattered, I mean really broken, wood is allover the floor the dead bolt is busted, the door has been ( Read more... )

Life… wow… ok so 10 days ago I final moved to T-town, Oklahoma … and I… I started going to my cousin thingy, Katie’s church where we drive an hour to get to every Sunday and Wednesday… I enroll in Jenks High School today; I’m starting in the morning… I can get my driver’s licenses on the 27…my dad got a job… Zach is moving up this weekend… I’m ( Read more... )

I'm having the worst day of my life! Ok One I’m sick as a Dog, Two Finals, Three today is one of the last days I will see most of my friends b/c the move on the 28th, Four I started yesterday… so Cramps…, and Five I get a shot for Hep. A b/c Ok. Schools want Hep. A and Hep. B but TX.  Only want Hep B… BLAAAaaaaaa!!!!
Edit: I got three shots insted ( Read more... )

I, to the great disgust of many of my friends, just got home :p. My field trip signed us out for the whole day! I didn't have to go to physics! I never even stepped inside the school to day. ASL 3/4, all 8 of us, went to snow heights to interact with the deaf children there (k-5th graders). We put on a play version of the polar express, did crafts ( Read more... )

a few days ago I had a dream...

I'm in a school bathroom stall going pee and my Stomach hurts.then when i finnish i get up and go into the rest of the bathroom and every thing in the back ground has a green tint. the bath room is old, dirty, poorly made with drippy faucets. my stomach still hurts and I look down to see I'm pregnant. so I try and ( Read more... )

You do things you like,

You do things you love,

but sometimes you have to do things youhate,

You do things for what ever reason,

You may like them now you've tried,

You may not,

But now it's done,

And no one can say different!

I wish I was free to hope,

I wish I was free to love,

freedom to chose who,

freedom to chose when,

I wish I was free to chose,

to chose who I fell in love with,

but I'm not,

I can't help it,

I'm in love with you

A rose in my hand, sweet rose,

A kiss, close, tight, fast,

Hands touch together lightly,

My heart given for a promise of love,

Another, Forgotten, Lost, Rejected,

Passion for Her,Hate for me,

A tear, A kiss, A rose,

Alone in a park, cold alone,

A rose falls to the stone,

Lost, Love,Lust, Trust,

A red Rose.

You chill me to the bone,

You set my insides a blaze,

I need your warmth for my life,

I need a cold bath for my sanity,

Your smoldering gaze kills me,

Your icy touch brings me to life,

Your mouth consumes me,

You words fill me to the core,

You set my insides a blaze,

You chill me to the bone.

I hope you never forget,

I hope the scars will show,

I never give up hope,

I hope you see my pain,

Is her smile worth my tears?

Is she really that much better?

I hope you remember how things were,

I hope you hurt at night,

I hope you hurt like me

I hope it kills you .