i was wondering how it happens, but now i know. it kinda just does. we just drift and what used to be little issues between friends becomes big ones and we over exaggerate because we are ready to cut ties. it happens in periods throughout your life i am sure. i am not friends with half of the people i went to high school with. not because i don't ( Read more... )

so here is how my days pretty much go. get up, go to the gym, go lay out by the pool, come home and nap, then go to work. it is a pretty good schedule. but this week my uncle and aunt are gone so there really isn't anything to do. i did join a gym though so i will working out everyday, but they are closed today. i really don't have any plans for ( Read more... )

it really hurts to know that they only want me to come over for one reason. i'm sure i have dated guys before that only were dating me because of the make out benefits, actually i can think of a couple of guys. but anyways, i thought justin and brandi were different. you make one mistake and then they think that it is ok with you and they can call ( Read more... )

why can't she just tell me how she feels? why am i finding out from ryan? i guess the question i need to be asking myself is if i want to repair the relationship, work on what needs working on, or just remove myself from the entire thing. i am so frustrated with it right now i can't even begin to think about it ( Read more... )

i want to go so bad. i left a message, maybe he'll call back tonight so i can stop the insane panicking feeling inside. at this point, i would do anything, i don't even have to be a waitress. i would work in the kitchen, be a busser, work the togo counter whatever it takes to get me out of here. i sit in my room and i suffocate. i want to curl up ( Read more... )

first day at tires plus: get one new tire because so friggin expensive ( Read more... )

they filled both positions. there goes my dream of living on the beach and going to mcc. dangit. i guess i will start the job search process all over again!

i am so happy with my two A's and a B, i honestly thought it was going to be worse because i got so apathetic towards the end.

people are dying of aids in this country and around the world, while we haven't found a cure for it yet, we have managed to invest time and money into accomplishing how to laser off our sweat glands! Congratulations America ( Read more... )

i really hope my cell phone check doesn't clear before thursday or else my account will overdraw! stupid rosen school for taking out all those debits at once!

weird situation: status is going to be holding a post college meetings over the summer at DMAC, which used to be Guinivere's coffee shop downtown. that thought brought back a lot of good