definitly needing some of my icon right now. i stole that pic from heather's post just so you know!

ok, so my icon was a picture of starbucks, but i changed it now so i came back to edit.

why do i do it to myself? i am opening myself up for the hurt. but i promised myself not to expect anything, no assumptions or expectations right? then how come i feel like crap? i should have never gone over there. i shouldn't have even considered it. i had a really good time, in fact excellent ending to an already excellent night, but now i am ( Read more... )

Itinerary ( Read more... )

a lot has been going through my head lately. different stuff about alaska, drew, jacki, getting my own apartment. it seems like it is all tangled up in my mind and i can't really get it out in words. i bet i could, but it would take me like five hours to type it all ( Read more... )

I was proud of myself tonight. I actually knocked on her door. That took a lot of courage on my part. Too bad she was not home or was sleeping. I just need to know why she called, not that it matters in the long run of things, it just would fill my curiosity. I need to know, for closure, for justification for myself ( Read more... )

We had our first fight/disagreement as friends tonight. I don’t even know if what we were arguing about is significant enough to be called an argument. We were discussing our vacation for May. It is just not feasible for me to pay for all that. It is beyond my budget and I thought I would have more of my debt paid off by then. I guess I am just ( Read more... )

Today was definitely a walk down memory lane. Just driving by and looking at the restaurant, it was like a movie with different scenes flashing in front of my eyes. All the times I have sat outside there and smoked a cigarette, and with so many people too. The times I sat out there having important conversations with Mark about our relationship, so ( Read more... )

just got my thesis statement and solution figured out. it makes me so happy and it makes it easier to write a paper with some clear, defined goals!

wow, another awesome day! even though i am procrastinating on this paper thing, i still feel accomplished at the end of the day. yesterday i got stuff done and today i finished my take home. i am on a roll. tomorrow i am tackling the paper, even if it takes me all day ( Read more... )