Alaska here i come! there is a job opportunity in Alaska just for the summer. room and board are paid for and the only expense is the plane ticket there and back. you can start as early as may and come back in september. i already applied for the job. you can choose up to three positions and i chose two different front desk positions and then a PBX ( Read more... )

she responded last night when i sent her the text message. what am i doing to myself? i'm just torturing myself. she said she would call today, but so far no call. maybe when she gets off tonight from work? the sad part is i am sitting around waiting for it. i'm pathetic ( Read more... )

i feel sad, alone, indescribably sad and alone. i cried myself to sleep last night. i am trying so hard to not think about her, but everywhere i look she is there. at the beach today she was there. i was reading sarah's post about buying a house and having someone to snuggle with and i got jealous. i want to snuggle with her, but she is at work.( ( Read more... )

am i going to regret this later ( Read more... )

Jacki is coming tonight and i am totally flipping out. my stomach has hurt all day because i am so nervous. i am scared to call her later, but i have to in order to finalize plans. everyone wish me luck!

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i'm over it, just so over it. oh by the way, if it seems like i am not posing as much it is beacuse i got a new account on xanga.com, but i am still keeping my live journal. i don't know what to do with kaley. should i call, should i not call? all drew says is "fuck her" but she is my best friend and he doesn't understand. i want to stand by her, ( Read more... )

so she is coming over for lunch and hopefully our talk goes well! wish me luck!

so i appealed for my ticket and they still upheld it! whatever the hell upheld means! it's not that it is a lot of money, it's just the principle of the thing, i sent in my money and now i have to pay a ticket because Orange County couldn't send me my sticker on time! this is going to be another bad day, i can tell ( Read more... )

do i have the right to be mad at her? she just continually blows me off and then acts like nothing is wrong. i don't think she was even going to call to tell me last night that her and josh were going to dinner and we would have to postpone starbucks until later. but of course she called amber because amber went to dinner with her! my feelings are ( Read more... )