I've always been terrified of losing everthing in the journal. I've also gotten sick of my images slowly breaking over the years, since they're all external links. And I've always been confused as to whether people see ads on my journal these days. Most of this started when LiveJournal was bought out. I'm thankful for how they mostly kept their ( Read more... )

I've never been so torn between two things in my entire life. I can't handle this. 

I can't figure out if I'm starting to believe want I want to believe, or what I truly believe.

You’ve got to find the truth, and when you find that truth, you’ll find that that truth doesn’t budge, until the truth you’ve found begins to change. And it does. And when you love the truth enough, you start to tell it all the time, and when it gets you into trouble, you’ll discover you don’t mind.

With the threat of hell hanging over my head like a halo ( Read more... )

I haven't used my computer in about a week. I had windows scattered all over the screen. I tried to quit all of the open programs and got an alert from TextEdit: "Would you like to save this message?"

I looked on my screen and saw writing I did not recognize. I don't know who did this. But there it was. A message specifically written to me.

love is ( Read more... )

I never chose between sides. I never chose between two. I just wanted you.

Once in a while the cool breeze makes the summer seem cold. Once in a while you forget everything that you're told. Spent the night without a cent to your name, everybody was happy you came, and youʼre gone. One more for the road. Once in a while her best dress looks tattered and torn. Sheʼs got an ace up her sleeve, blackjack, but sheʼs already ( Read more... )

I feel so many emotions. It's so hard to deal with so many emotions. I'm so emotional, but there's nothing I can do about it. I feel so strongly, yet nothing I can do will calm them. They're passionate. They're angry. They're wonderful. They're terrible. They're so normal, but so misunderstood ( Read more... )

"Okay, well next time I start panting, you are probably doing something right. Next time I orgasm and kick you off of me, you probably did something right ( Read more... )