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No more like half a strange and wasted summer. But the afternoons were sweet at least. She said she liked me now, I said I meant it. We did it cause we wanted to. She did it cause she wanted me. But she didn't I could tell. And ended just as well--as it had started. -
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And you know you're never sure, but you're sure you could be right.
I never let on that I was on a sinking ship. I never let on that I was down. You blame yourself for what you can't ignore, you blame yourself for wanting more.
She's the one for me.
She's all I really need.
Intoxicated with the madness, I'm in love with my sadness. -
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[5/19/11 11:46:41 PM] Russell Strauss: decent
[5/19/11 11:46:42 PM] Russell Strauss: weird
[5/19/11 11:46:53 PM] Jane Howard: how so?
[5/19/11 11:47:47 PM] Russell Strauss: I've just been all over
[5/19/11 11:47:51 PM] Russell Strauss: doing random things
[5/19/11 11:47:56 PM] Russell Strauss: and I haven't been feeling good
[5/19/11 11:48:02 PM] Jane ( Read more... ) -
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This journal is my one true love. It never fails me. It never insults me. It never hurts me. It reminds me of hard times I have forgotten. It brings back so many deep thoughts and profound opinions that I have lost long ago. It never disappears, never goes away. It remains constant, even while I change. It reminds me of where I've been and directs ( Read more... ) -
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There's nothing harder than hearing you say you don't want me. The happiest I've ever been, yet you don't want me. It's one thing to be rejected by a friend. It's completely different to be rejected by someone you love. It's unbearable ( Read more... ) -
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If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. -
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My life has gone terribly dark without you. -
Let's go out tonight like it is last year.
You don't want to fight because you don't want to lose. And I don't have a choice, so I don't want to choose ( Read more... ) -
When she says, "I need you," I don't know if I can believe her.
"I have no clue where I would be without you now. Our relationship couldn’t have come at a better time. You’re the full package and are such a blessing. I can’t wait to get to know you even more."
