its getting kind of lonely.

This past month has been pretty intense.

I crashed my car. And for those of you that don't know, It' was a white '95 Chevy Z26 Beretta that I looooooooved so very much. It was my baby. 
But, apparently has seen on Lapeer road by many strangers driving by, I wanted to make love to a Ford Ranger 's bumper. :(
So, we are trying to sell all my our shit ( Read more... )

My whole life I've tried my very hardest to make the right decisions and choices....

I feel though I may have let myself down...

Life is throwing curve balls at me, and I'm not dodging... They are hittin me right in the face.

I've been ignoring my own brother. I got upset with him, told him off, and then my phone rings the next day. It was him. I didn ( Read more... )

I was sitting here looking in my planner book...

And come to the realization that the week is so short.

7 days is not that long... I mean, we sleep through most of it, work, go to school, and then BAM the week is over.

UHK! What are we here for? We work allll day alllll the time, only to pay for a place we are hardly at, or to pay for a car you'll ( Read more... )

I crave to meet someone spectacular.

I want that giddy can't sleep feeling.

I get opportunities, but I have a habit of backing away from every single one of them.

I have a tendency of talking myself out of every guy that seems remotely interested in me.
                       He's too tall.
He's too short.
                                         I'm not ( Read more... )

I can't bowl any more. It is official.

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Had a horrible day.

Woke up to nothing pleasant.

Got some bad news.

Went to work still crying. (I tried to suck it up)

Came home to nothing pleasant.

Went bowling. .did horrible.

Came home to ( Read more... )

He has such positiveness... With such negative comments.

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And then I remembered why graduating was the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I try to get over how stupid the school is, but every time I go back by default, I hate the place even more...
And I even walk in with a positive attitude, that perhaps it will be ( Read more... )

Finally have a minute to sit and type. Although I should be sleeping...
Oh well...

So, my high school bowling kids are almost done. I'm very proud of all my girls, we made it :) and we had a good time also. I won't lie though, I am going to be really sad though, to see all my seniors go. We have 7 girls, and 4 of them are seniors. That leaves us with ( Read more... )

I never thought that I would be one of those people.

One of those people that are overweight, single and unhappy.

I can't believe that I have allowed my self to get this fat and bitter.

Every day that goes by the more unhappy that I am.

I'm tired of myself, my looks, my job, my schooling.

I just want summer to get here, maybe some real weather ( Read more... )

Well, I officially feel

D        i        s          t         a          n         t

Over worked

Slackish

Ungreatful

Tired

Fat

Unwanted

I feel though money is my only desire now days.

3 jobs, school, bowling. how do i fit all in one week?

...I will never know.

I've been sick lately. My ears are ringing.

>>Loud noises bother me.

>>I ( Read more... )