Written 11/16/2010

I came to a pretty interesting realization yesterday. I know no grey area when it comes to emotions.

Let me elaborate.

I returned to work after like 9(ish?) days off and immediately when I walked through the door I was flooded with anxiety. It was odd because until that moment that I walked into the building I was slightly ( Read more... )

This job does not define me. When I walk out of those doors I can let it go. I have my husband. My daughter. My family and friends.

So why does it seem that it all bleeds together. And I cannot stop obsessing about every single thing that has been said. And that I allow that place to define me. That one negative opinion could ruin my outlook.

I ( Read more... )

Target pissed me off. Thus, this is the letter I wrote to the CEO of Target, and his assistant:

we shall see i guess.

9/15/2010
Attn: Executive Relations
Target Corporation

Hello,

In the past I have loved shopping at your locations. However I wanted to share an unfortunate experience that I had with your online department, as well my ( Read more... )

I came home with McDonalds in tow after working a closing shift this evening. Walked into the kitchen and got ready to eat. I was surprised when I saw Adi’s baby gate was still up, it was almost ten-but she was wide awake, grinning from ear to ear and squealing profusely.

Aaron unenthusiastically greeted me, “Don’t hold her, just eat your food and ( Read more... )

I’ve started going to the gym regularly within the last few weeks. I need this because I’m about to feel poorly about myself on a regular basis, soon. I know, what a positive outlook. What can I say, I’m Miss Optimistic. My customer service position at Verizon is coming to an end I fear and I feel it in my bones that I’m going to be forced into a ( Read more... )

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I’m not really sure what has started it, but I guess I shouldn’t really question it. Maybe its the drop in hormones, but I miss me.

I haven’t written in over three months…not regularly anyway. I need to write again.

I’m not as creative. I don’t tell as good of stories.

Today I went to lunch with Steph ( Read more... )

Everyone have an amazing holiday! I am posting from my new netbook.

Exciting!!!

I'm sitting in the parking lot getting ready to go into work..I just dropped Adi off at the sitters...she will watch her from 7:00 to 4:30 today. I hate it ( Read more... )

My Boppy ( Read more... )

Baby Breakdown

Attempt to Induce #1 on Friday June 26th:

Midwifes Observation fee: $175
Pharmacy Service: $82
Supplies: $217
Laboratory Service (because they drew my blood once): $47
Medications: $23.13
Labor Room fee: $1,144
Diagnostic Service: $1,650 (what is this, was it worth all that money they paid?)

Is my baby really that huge?! So we ultrasound on ( Read more... )