It's hard to read those e-mails, it's hard to look at those text messages. It's hard to see him around. It's hard to sit and talk to him like everything's okay. It's hardest being so close to just putting myself out there, but in the end not doing it, and instead wondering to myself what might be if only I had the nerve. I know in my head he is not ( Read more... )

So basically I post here because I know that basically only Kristin Kat and Felicia read this. And I must say, you are definately the longest known, not to mention the most awesome of, my friends. If anyone I don't know reads this, my apologies. But I am pretty sure it is just the three of you. Sooo, I had one beer and somehow got buzzed, but I ( Read more... )

The only valid justification for voting yes on prop 8 is; "I am an asshole."

Superficial conversations with superficial people in superficial restraunts. Being at the mercy of someone else for the first time in a long time and for the first time ever being overwhelmed by work. Noticing the subtle things that lead to deep thoughts about the sad state of affairs. Seeing vulnerability behind that shitkicker facade. No one ( Read more... )

Jacinda: "When you assume, you make an ass out of yourself."
Me: "Thats why the word is pronounced 'assu.'"

We laughed so hard, but looking back you probably had to be there.

Anyone want to move to Disneyland with me in February??

I'm going to try to be one of those crazy healthy people who runs marathons and triatholons for fun, like in a year. In the mean time I'm cutting out all liquids besides water (including alcohol, soda, gatorade...maybe crystal light.) Eating small portions 6 times a day, and absolutely no, under any circumstance, fast food or junk food from 7-11. ( Read more... )

Biting your tounge can sometimes be a bitch. So can the poeple you live with. But, everyuone has their bumps and people are tired. I'm just trying to remember that and tomorrow it will be all fine.. In the mean time I've trying to stop myself from turning all the lights on in the house and letting the family know whats what. But shit, would I ( Read more... )

I've decided to heed Baz Luhrman's advice by doing one thing every day that scares me. Today I was rude to a cop, a scary venture in civilian clothes. Although that doesnt necesarily count, I was rude to him for no other reason than because he was rude to me and I hadn't eaten yet whilst going on minimal sleep. While sneaking a pipe bomb into the ( Read more... )