I haven't done a list in a while I feel. So it`s time for a list ( Read more... )

I don't care.
I don't care.
I really don't fucking care.
At least, I am really starting to not fucking care.

I was doing really good for a while there, not freaking out, not panicking. Then one little thing sets it off.. Okay it really wasn't one little thing, not to me anyway. Why can't he just not be a jerk? So I love him and am planning on spending the rest of my life with him and that's great, but I am re-arranging my life for him, because I want ( Read more... )

SHANNON: I had a dream last night that we were both still at Ottawa U and there was this glass elevator in Thompson and I was going to my room only I realized when I got there that it was my third year and I hadn't lived in Thompson for two years and then you showed up with some girl who had pink hair and you told me we were going to see AC/DC and ( Read more... )

Stupid no campus tomorrow
Stupid no Oak
Stupid no stepping out of his comfort zone for me
Stupid fighting
Stupid short phone calls
Stupid headaches
Stupid CONSTANT anger
Stupid no visit with my sister on Thursday
Stupid work for scehduling me three 8AM starts in a ROW
STUPID?

This is my effort to update and try and keep in touch. I've don't think I have ever been so busy in my life.. full time school, almost full time job, full time boyfriend.. not that these things are bad really, I'm just having a bitch of a time trying to balance everything and do WELL at everything ( Read more... )

I just emailed my very first assignment in. I feel good like maybe I accomplished something... still concerned that I have another one due on Tuesday that I haven't looked at yet, but I pretty much have the whole weekend and Monday, which is good ( Read more... )

Okay so I have internet in my room now.. this mean I can grab my laptop and take it in bed with me... I think I have found stuff to do online again ( Read more... )

Have I honestly run out of things to do online?

Sam this is for you ( Read more... )