I don't know what I did.  Or why you don't want to talk to me.  But I can't take this anymore.  I can't keep reaching out to a friend I didn't want to lose and keep getting nothing in return.  It hurts too much.  So, I guess that's it.  I give up.  I can't keep wasting my time and my feelings and my friendship on you when you don't seem to care ( Read more... )

Who'd have thought that in a year's time I'd be here.  Like, right here, where I am right now, and how I am.  Meaning, working two part-time close-enough-to-minimum wage entertainment industry jobs, rarely with day off, living at home but trying to get out, and drinking till I get tipsy and then walking around the house without telling anyone ( Read more... )

But I think I kind of hate Dutch Wonderland.

Happy to have a day off tomorrow.

~S~

So I was browsing monster.com today, and actually found a pretty interesting job posting for a local entertainment venue.  In essence, it's pretty similar to what a Rides Supervisor does at DW, only without the rides, and with a much smaller staff.  Oh, and for a buttload more money (not that it takes much for that to be true).  I've always liked ( Read more... )

This time, I wonder what it feels like ( Read more... )

[I apologize for every single heartbroken cliche in the following post]

It all came from an innocent comment with a friend a few weeks ago when he was hanging out with the three of us.

"I feel like the fourth wheel."

...

"Wait, isn't four usually a desirable number of wheels to have?"
"Nah, we're more like a tricycle."
"Yeah, I'm the front wheel, and you ( Read more... )

Faith: You protecting vampires? Are you the bad Slayer now? Am I the good Slayer now?

Angel: Angel's dull as a table lamp. And we have very different coloring.

Spike: Not all that tension was about you. Giles was a part of a plan to kill me, for Buffy's own good.
Faith: Well, that makes me feel better about me, worse about Giles. Kinda shaky about you ( Read more... )

This is my strategy for making today not a complete waste:  I'm going to make a real journal update!  Yay!

So I had zero classes today.  I could have started my Thanksgiving break a bit early, except I have Teske's class tomorrow.  And we all know I'm not one to miss classes.  Ever.  So I stuck around here today and had one Super Lazy-Ass Day.  I ( Read more... )

So I've got a bit of time to fill, and I dont' feel like doing anything constuctive.  So let's start out with the most important question:  What am I watching nowadays!?

Monday
Returning Shows:  How I Met Your Mother, Prison Break, Heroes --  Even though I was worried about Prison Break, I've been enjoying all of these.  :-)
Journeyman -- 10:00 on NBC ( Read more... )

Here ya go!

Jonathan: Of course I'm scared. Last time we were here, 33.3-bar percent of us were flayed alive.

Jonathan: We should have stayed in Mexico.
Andrew: I didn't like it there. Everybody spoke Mexicoan.
Jonathan: You could have learned it. You learned the entire Klingon dictionary in 2 1/2 weeks.

Buffy: Yeah. What I really need is emotional ( Read more... )