wow.

HIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S BEEEEEN MAD LOOONG.

UPDATE?????????

maybe... i dunno.  i'm not that lonely anymore to tell you the truth.  i feel like this is where people go to air out thier problems to the select few other people they know who are also distressed in a sort of private feeling public way.  everyone knows no one else really cares and ( Read more... )

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 the mars volta is amazing.  i love them.

also.

everything has been pretty good for me.  on occcasion i get a bit bitchy but ive been working on being positive.

as you can see, it's still not my first reaction.

i've been doing well in school, and im working more on my art.  ive really been looking for inspiration.

which reminds me, i'm working on stuff ( Read more... )

you want to know why im upset about this situation?? because i think you are all decent people.  and when decent people hurt other decent people it upsets me.  but at the same time i just want those people i do like to be happy.  and it makes me torn.  it doesnt even really truely matter to me.  at all.  it just... blows my mind.  i don't like ( Read more... )

 1. you & your ex: need to exchange our fucking shit now ( Read more... )

 ugggh ewwww ::throws up a little::

it's still extreemly disgusting to me. ew ew ew ew ew

 so i hope it's a joke. the two of you... uggh the thought makes me sick to be honest. 

 i rang in the new year the way i had hoped i would ( Read more... )

 so...

4 months today.

it seems like it's only been 2.

so much has happened so fast.

like, 5 months ago i was with rob, thinking i was in love. or being in love. i can't even tell anymore.

and now ive been with joe for 4 months. JOE. my best friend in the whole world.  it just blows my mind.

still.

haha i just can't believe how much has changed in only ( Read more... )

 i feel like ive lost my best friend to marijuana. and it hurts.  i want to talk to him but what am i going to say? he is so obsessed with weed its disgusting.