It's been like 6 months since I wrote in this thing! Wow! So let me just quickly update before I write about what I really want to say. I have been working at La Petite Academy for almost 6 months now. I like it most days. Kelsi will be two next month, how exciting! I've gone back to school, and will hopefully stay in it this time. Now on to ( Read more... )

This is ridiculous, but I am like feeling ultimately terrible right now. I'm actually crying over this. Dylan and I just had the closest thing to a fight we've ever had. I feel awful because it's my fault. It wasn't even a big deal, I shouldn't have said what I did. I guess I just didn't realize how much it would offend him. I fucking suck. He ( Read more... )

It's been 4 weeks since I last posted, and Dylan's at a basketball game. So I just felt like wasting some time. Nothing has really changed though. I lead the least exciting life ever. I am on a quest for a new job because the people at my job are assholes and I am SO tired of it. I thought I had a pretty good lead on an awesome opportunity, ( Read more... )

I am in a super blah mood right now. Since my boyfriend is in Edisto on Spring Break, there's no one to talk to. I guess this is the next best thing. I'm not sure what's going on with me right now, really. Maybe it's the tequila or maybe it's feelings that I have had for quite a while that I've been trying to hide and ignore. As much as I'd ( Read more... )

I forgot to tell this to Dylan on the phone, and I don't wanna call him back and bother him, so I am going to post it here for him to read. I stopped at Wal Mart on my way to work, as I always do. And there was this woman in the middle of the aisle with her blinker on, like waiting for a space. Okay, whatever, right? I waited behind her for ( Read more... )

So the drive in was amazing, of course. Even though Dylan and I got a later start than planned. No worries. :) He didn't end up leaving me on Sunday, and we watched the movie I got him for Valentine's Day, and took Kelsi and Tucker on a walk. This weekend was amazing. I have the best boyfriend ever, I love him so much. :) I couldn't find a ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a week since I updated, so I guess I should again. This week has been pretty uneventful though. Just work and the usual. I hope everyone had a good Valentine's Day! I am starting a new diet on Monday, and am hopefully getting my computer on it's way to being fixed this weekend. I am also going to the Drive In with Dylan this ( Read more... )

I wish you could tell me why you do this to me. You say we can't date because you are still in love with your ex. That's fine. A few days later you are totally into some other girl. From what I gathered, things aren't quite how you'd hoped they'd be. so now you are back to me. IMing and texting all the time. Telling me that you are wondering ( Read more... )

We barely even talk anymore. It's been a week since I've seen you(and that was unplanned) and honestly, it's killing me.   As you know, I make a CD for just about everything in my life, and I've included the lyrics to a song that I know is going to be on your CD.

Why don't you open up your eyes?
These are more than passing glances
Why don't you say ( Read more... )

It's about 40 degrees outside right now. I can't stand the cold. But you have no idea what I would give, to be standing out in my front yard right now with your arms wrapped around my waist, and mine around your neck. Just like before. Looking at the stars, talking about how cold it is outside, but neither of us wanting to say goodbye. I always ( Read more... )