Yesterday, life was really hard. I woke up and it was like I couldn't even function. All I wanted to do was cry. My brain thought of nothing. I moved through the day in a haze. It was rough ( Read more... )

Hello Live Journal. It has definitely been a while since I last wrote something worth reading. But today, I was reflecting on my life and what I want to do in this world and I came the conclusion that I have only ever let a handful of people see who I really am. And to be honest, I don't even know if I showed them all of me. So today, I was ( Read more... )

Lately, I have been afraid to fall asleep. I didn't know it was possible to have dreams that hurt so bad they leave you phsycially ill when you wake up. I don't understand how so much time can pass and the wound still feels so fresh. It really is a very cruel joke played by fate.

Hi people in Live Journal land. I don't really know who reads my page anymore but if you do then you should know I will be in PA starting on the 21st! We should all get together and have some fun. Please? I could really use it in all honesty.

I'll be around!

Post if you would like to meet up.

So recently I have seen a whole bunch of facebook posts saying that the state of Kentucky has past "the best law ever". In order for a low income person to qualify for medicaid, food stamps, and financial help from the government they must pass a drug test or be denied any type of supplementary help.
So my question is...how does this affect the ( Read more... )

 AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY ANYMORE. PLEASE, JUST MAKE IT STOP! I HATE IT! I FUCKING HATE IT!

Hello Live Journal world!
Nothing much has been going on. I have fallen victim to a super nasty stomach virus that has me feeling really poopie...(there is totally a pun there but it's kind of gross). Hahahahaha
I have missed two days of work but I think I should be okay to go tomorrow. I really did not want to spread it around and two days with ( Read more... )

Why is it that when I see a super hero movie...that's when I miss you the most?
Ironman 2 was good. I enjoyed it.

I seriously think I am going to die...
I found out that I have ciliac. I have always wondered why when I eat things like pastas and what not that I would always get a really bad stomach ache. I just thought it was because I'm a fatty and I ate too much but in reality...I have been eating foods that my body can't handle. Yep...I am talking about the ( Read more... )

So I have been working really hard on being a more positive person so I wanted to share some positive things in my life. Normally I would bitch about the negative things but today I want to share the good.

I work at Blizzard and I LOVE IT!!!
I am paying off my credit card 250 dollars at a time each month and already have over 1000 dollars shaved ( Read more... )