WELL .  I had this radical thought to make shortbread for Brendan for Valentine's day .  Mainly because I always paint/draw him things ,  and make him cards ,  and have jack shit money ,  so it was something different .  At first I was gonna make little hearts .  Then I thought I would make him little car bikkies ... 
            So today ,  being ( Read more... )

          It's so fucking hot I want to die .  Nothing makes you feel fatter than a high 30s 40 + day .  You feel every bend and fold of your body ,  and everywhere flesh touches flesh makes you feel ill ( Read more... )

I have bad “giving” arms . Well . At least I know I will never be a junky , since I’ll be too stoned to be able to handle digging around in my arms for a vein . Besides having the song “Junky Man” by Rancid in my head , I’ve also had the thought that maybe my bad “giving” arms are a reverse result of having a heroin addicted father . Fuck this ( Read more... )

Have we been going out long enough to call Blue and Yellow our song? Thinkin of you (every time I look in the mirror) xoxo

“And it's all in how you mix the two, and it starts just where the light exists. It's a feeling that you cannot miss, and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it. Well you're never gonna find it if you're looking for it ( Read more... )

I like it when it's windy .  It helps me feel like I can breathe .

I had a tops weekend .  I left notes all through Leon's bedroom of randomness for him to come home too .  I was quite inspired I have to admit .  Crusied with Mark listening to Peaches and Lump (she's lump! she's lump!) and felt free .  Got smashed with Carol at the bus station in ( Read more... )

Chickpeas completely rock my jocks .  Holy hell .  I made a sammich yesterday which was the greatest thing in the world :

• Firstly ,  the bread was toasted .. .  no butter .
• Thick tomato slices ,  then with cheese over the top .  Zap for 25 seconds to melt cheese .  Mmm !
• Chickpeas squashed into the cheese next .
• Few blobs of salsa over ( Read more... )

Oh and one more thing .  Mum walked past the computer today and my background picture (a montage of JM photos and one of Zach) and waved and said Hello to it .

You think I'm weird mother fucker .. .  well look where I get it from .

Oh .  And I'm stoned .  Well not so much now .. .  but I just thought I'd let you know Elyse .  I got fucked for the first time (properly) on Monday .  Today ,  Friday ,  is Day Two .

Fucking hell .  I'm going to die .

I'm getting fat .  It's making me depressed .

I don't know why I'm blogging ,  Elyse always seems to cap my finest efforts .  I sat my english exam and realised I'm not going to be able to write much for a very long time without re-living my 12:34 moments .  By the way ,  I just saw 12:34 .  I talked to Breigh today .  She was ( Read more... )

Without an absolute doubt . I’ve changed freakishly much . I can’t feel anything like I used to , which , on the one hand , is good for me , but on the other I’m falling into a shallow muddy abyss because I have nothing there to drive me to do anything .

One things still the same though : I get pissed at people for no reason . And sick of them ( Read more... )