A new one in a looong time....

[rubyhatchling]

Straight out of my head,

Words that build me up and break me down.

Help me grow; realize what my thoughts mean, what they could mean, what they imply.

Simplify the complexity of my thoughts, emotions and perceptions.

Dumbed down unintentionally, crushed by clichés and streamline thought.

Pigeonhole an elephant.

Misunderstood

Comments

[shadowmorphic]

...and ties in perfectly into our discussion... *hugs tight*

simple is not stupid... complex not necessarily smart...

masking while effective... limmiting...

most of us do not believe them, but we respect the right to wear masks... feel free to drop them as you choose... we are ***^..^** too and could use more real from you...

... your brain is hurting cause it is trying to crawl out of a box, using a small window... why don't you just blow up the walls? or if not, open the door... there is no lock on the inside...

[rubyhatchling]

heh,

i'll do it one poem at a time ^.~

[rubyhatchling]

I first need to sort out what it is that's bugging me so bad...

[shadowmorphic]

I have perfect confidence in your ability to figure it out.

Once you do, we can grab our halos and go kill it.

[shadowmorphic]

<3

Glad you are on again.

[rubyhatchling]

<3

Thanks ^.^

i see your perceptions and raise you a Dead Poet (sans Sax)

[fishy1]

Laughing, crying, tumbling, mumbling.
Gotta do more. Gotta be more.

Chaos screaming, chaos dreaming.
Gotta do more! Gotta be more!

-Charles Dalton

srsly though.

[fishy1]

Words are tricky little buggers, but if they are healthy mulch, then go with them.
Brains are also tricky, especially when the monkey whispers lies to you.
You can make your own categories or refuse to have them at all.
Deliberate breakdown can be the first step of healing something.

oh yes and

[fishy1]

*hugs*

Re: i see your perceptions and raise you a Dead Poet (sans Sax)

[rubyhatchling]

hehe, i like that ^.^

Thanks, glad i'm not the first to have their brain go spodie in this millennium ^.~

[rubyhatchling]

I'm glad i was coherent enough to get my point across to someone who doesn't really know me ^.^

Yea, I'm capable of explaining my more complicated thought patterns to people- when i'm explaining long realized concepts...

It's more difficult when it's something new and i'm all excited and trying to work it out, out loud to a friend. Only to be face with a pigeon hole, they seem to think the concept belongs to... I just get frustrated at the point, stop trying to share and stop thinking.

[rialian]

===I know how that is...but I have found that I do not stop thinking, I simply get more frustrated and tend to decide to just not chat with others.

===Best to find ways to express things in your head, even if no one else seems to get it, or wants to...(grins)

===(will we get to see you at CTT? It is always great to see you. (smiles)

[rubyhatchling]

yea, but i'm the extrovert type... I like to connect.

No... unfortunately not... I will miss you guys ^.^

[helen99]

Thoughtwings need to stretch outward, maybe beyond the two walls on either side of you .. other wings too - they're not just little wings like bees, they're outward, vast.

[rubyhatchling]

^.^