we're happy, really.

你的手很大, 很有力.
我的手好小, 好需要你

there have been more than a handful of instances when i have been gripped with sudden fear. i look at my hands and i am filled inwardly with the heaviest emotion. You know what happens when you fucking play with fire. You get burnt.

my ego got smashed.

but i'd recover it, like i always do. with my own means, swift & hidden. You'd see. I'd play ( Read more... )

i'm going through a phase currently. they call it the "i should make an attempt to connect with everybody again" phase. oh and also, the "i shall attempt to revive my long lost habits" phase. well you should be guessing it right this time, yours truly AM BACK HERE MAN!

WOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!not that blogging used to be a habit of mine, i refuse to ( Read more... )

yoohoo? anybody there? i'm.... back, for now!

what i am going to say here may sound boring and repeated, but i just gotta ( Read more... )

"... It’s about a man who doesn’t get laid by his wife, who is simply scared of sex but is using religion as an excuse. You know, no one ever talks about the psychological damage that’s done to men when their partner doesn’t want to fuck them. Rape happens to women, and we talk about that a great deal, but what about guys that don’t get laid and ( Read more... )

Somehow or rather, it didn't come as a surprise when I was given the "Rookie of the Year" award. My company's calendar year is wierd which really gave me only 5 weeks to prove my worth. It wasn't so much of the cash prize nor the privilege to sit at the same table with the CEO; but rather, running way ahead of the other 2 newbies who joined the ( Read more... )

on our 2nd anniversary, my humble little webcam screen showed the love of my life, holding up a beautiful cake with 2 lighted candles. We didn't sing, no. (Is there even an anniversary song out there?) But I made the wish and he blew the candles, and he ate the cake too. It was lovely, so romantic and very unexpected. He told me i was gonna have a ( Read more... )

I wonder how many of you still come here. But i'm not surprised if you don't anymore since my absence from this place is almost shameful. if we've met from the date of my last post til now, then it means you mean something to me. If not, it could be due to the following reasons ( Read more... )

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