There is a horizontal crater at the back of my throat. It feels like it's at the back but it's really just before the tonsils. It is a fucking ulcer that has festered for more than a week now and it's been eating away at my flesh, carving it so goddamn deep it makes swallowing really really painful. It's as wide as the sores you see on homeless ( Read more... )

Zidane is a god.

My ex - doesn't exist. I've never been in a relationship with a man that can be deemed proper or legit before JJ. Makes you wonder where all that time and effort went to before. We've all tried too hard at some point/s in time, or sometimes, we just don't like to admit that we try too hard.

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It always feels a little disconcerting, coming home from San Francisco. Almost immediately i feel it on the plane rides and in the transit lounges. Even the walk to the boarding gates hurt. That sudden awareness of being alone for the first time in quite a while- it's almost crazy. And then almost everything smell the same way his clothes do; from ( Read more... )

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At the park in front of the Metreon downtown,
e watch alot of movies there and suntan - when the weather is warm.
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I am in San Francisco and the weather has been extremely kind so far with only 1 day of rain and 1 day of heavy fog. This of course cannot be compared to the loving I get every single moment of my time here. I am blessed by whatever God that really exists. Tomorrow marks the end of the second week of my stay, it's just scary how time flies when you ( Read more... )

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