Today over our very rare once-a-week MSN connection, i asked John whether there is a chance he'd mistake 'liking me intensely' as 'love ( Read more... )

it's very simple. girls are like this:

the moment you fuck her, she falls for you. for real or not.
it's all very make-believe.

so at first they take a longer time cuz they are unsure, and then in the process of waiting, of course couples fuck. and the contemplation never gets done ( Read more... )

throughout the week(s), i think about my responsibilities to the home, school, friends, work, the boyfriend and also, this blog. there are some who've gotten more airplay, and some that haven't seen much time with me. and you wonder: poor her, she is so busy ( Read more... )

I could write and write but the world has changed. Everyone is in cahoots with one another.

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It is with little wonder that on the day John left, I find myself in sudden possession of alot of time and with nothing to do. It was as if, my life had changed over the span of 12 hours and i am suddenly, a different person. Except it is me all along and what's gone was simply another side of me but with boyfriend-activities. The most immediate ( Read more... )

My thoughts are everywhere. I've been seeing the Lienards alot. Like A-L-O-T. and that can only be a good thing. We just had a fantastic dinner at the Hyatt together, rather fresh from JB actually. Tomorrow's early CNY dinner with the family and John and then maybe, hopefully the long awaited river ride. Then baby's going home and i guess i'd have ( Read more... )

i will laugh when it happens. so hard and good. you never know.

I cannot say i ever believed in Karma. Which explains why I said what i just did. If i don't believe in something, how can i be afraid of what 'comes around'? So yea, fuck you. and just you only.

cheebye understand?

I wish i have photos of Pool Time with John but alas, i keep forgetting the camera with underwater capabilities that's been lying in my cupboard for more than 5 years?! I wonder whether it still ticks but anyway, it wouldn't have survived all that dunking ( Read more... )