HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN ANGELINA MELENDEZ!!!! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!!!!

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i'm really sorry.

I'm sick of fighting to be treated decently.

my aunt said that last night on the way home
and i decided that it pretty accurately
describes everything lately.

& i can't even settle for decent, i need better.

( it was so nice to see my beautiful meagan lynn this weekend )

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a lot of things about yesterday were just a whole lot better than they have been lately. i can't really express how good it makes me feel to be able to say that. i love working in the pharm & i love the people that i work with. i love tulips & the wind in my hair. i love laughing at the silly things that happen. i like it when i don't feel sad ( Read more... )

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i doubt this even matters. so why let it?
there's about a half hour left of my spring break.
i'm actually really glad that i'm not as upset as i thought i would be about that/this.
don't worry, i'll lose you..just as easily as you've lost me.

it's crazy that i saw those two at walmart tonight. i hate the kinds of encounters where you know someone but you don't say anything. & then there's that look that is exchanged between the two of you. it's so awkward and uncomfortable. i hate things, i hate them so much right now. i can't believe it's been 4+ years. they both hardly even look like ( Read more... )