so here's the thing:

I give up. & I also don't give a shit. :]

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really big decisions.

Ever ask yourself why you even bother with anyone anymore?

I'm never going to be appreciated.
I'll keep giving until there is nothing left.
Being this uncertain about anything is awful.
I also need a manual to life..if any of you happen to come across one.

december 8th. crazy.
i'm hungry right now. i could go for some mashed potatoes.
my brother justin and i have made the plan to go down to florida in the next couple months.
ALL FIVE OF THE RAUER CHILDREN will be together at the same exact time and visiting with their paternal grandparents ( Read more... )

there are times when i want nothing more than for someone to say: "thank you very much", and really mean it.

I finally figured it out.
Now all I need to do it learn how to act like it.

I still miss you. <3 RIP.

i'm sorry.

i wish it were easier.

i can't tell you anything