i'm broken...but i dont need to be fixed.

i'm confused...but i dont need to know. : /

i'm missing someone...but i dont need him...i just cant live without him.  :'(

Ok i'm letting the truth come out. I didnt dump Ryan Urzen for Ryan Shannon. I dumped him because he couldnt trust me anymore. I mean i still care for urzen, but hes like my brother. AND he never EVER stuck-up for me whenever backes would make-fun of me! I really care about shannon. More than you could ever expect. Now shannon is so confused ( Read more... )

ummmm........3 guys.......1 has a girl friend.......1most likely is going to in like less than a week.......1 hates me with a passion!!!!!!!!hmmmm....and in the end.......its just gunna hurt! i guess you can say i like to cause myself pain!

GURR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol...hehe....anger makes me giggle!!!!

amanda

i think i made a BIG mistake....wat do i do

heyy im goin out with eric!YAY! but then again boo....sry alysia i feel terrible even thou i kno u say u dont mind i can tell u do.

2 people r going out...YAY...cant tell ne1 cus one person might get very ^set.

well i had a tournament warm up thing this morning 4 field hockey. it sucked cus since i have like this thingy wrong with me i need an ( Read more... )

I hate how everyone thinks i cant prtect myself. i mean im sure if i tried....i could kick someones ass.-a little thing i had to get off my chest!

well i feel really bad cus well my really good friend likes this guy and i found out he likes me! i mean i kinda liked him but i really dont think i can do that to her. she really totally does NOT ( Read more... )

theres a difference between my 2 names lol

Amanda Mae:

anda Amanda:

I always find myself hurting in the end! I hate it. I just want it to freakin' stop! I mean eveything I see reminds me of him, and its making me FREAKING CRAZY!!!!!All my friends want to kill me for it...I want to kill me for it. That turd...jezz hes everywhere i go. My friends invite him 2 everything i'm goin to, and invite ME to everything hes ( Read more... )

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today was hectic!

i became friends with tiff....that was a good thing!!! gurl gotta try 2 4give him...we kno hes an ass dont worry!

i went 2 josh's game and he totally gave up. i mean that boy needs 2 learn that he has 2 keep playin the game even if he does mess up all the time. josh you really need 2 think b4 u speak...dont tell othr gurls that ur ( Read more... )