have a feeling that i want to die. normally i only have them for about a minute or so but now i really feel like i do want to die. like it'd be easier then feeling the pain. i had a crush and we were friends and now i think he thinks im crazy or sumthin and all i want to do is jus die right here right now. i cried all that i could and now i want to ( Read more... )

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sleepy time again, heyy sarah my dearest cousin if i dont call u u call me!!! LoL

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AOL Music: Kelly Clarkson: 'Breakaway'

thats how i feel but a little more depressed

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i think i ruined my friends end of the summer party but i'm not sure. i mean i wouldn't blame her if she hated me and she probably wouldn't blame me if i hated her. cause we have been through a lot together its actually surprising that were not closer. i never know how to act around my own friends i don't want to be mean and i don't want to be ( Read more... )

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My dearest  sweet cousin if you read this and its a reasonable hour please CALL ME!!!

Sleepy time at my ouse I am SOO tired well buhbyes!!!!!

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