sometimes all the pressure and stress just makes me want to curl up and die..

i really hate those stupid burger king commercials..they creep me out..no lie

so pretty much for the past 4 to 5 months i've really been struggling with this major heart problem..it was really limiting alot of things that i could do..caused seizures and i always had to be so cautious..i kinda kept it underwraps for the most part..well..cuz i wanted to..anyways..doctors said i needed to have surgery scheduled it and ( Read more... )

so today i decided that i'm going to walk in all that God has for me..including freedom..healing..the whole package..he's definitely been doing a work in my life lately and its been amazing..utterly indescribable..rough..but amazing no doubt..i know right now that i am standing on the threshold of something truly amazing..and i'm sooo excited to ( Read more... )

"and the only time..the only time i ever saw Him run..is when He ran to me..took me in His arms..held my head to his chest..said my son's come home again..looked at my face..wiped the tears from my eyes..with forgiveness in his voice..He said my son..do you know I still love you..it caught me by surprise..brought me to my knees..when God ran.."

something's wrong..

its been a rough couple of days..

HOMEWORK COMMERCIAL!...i'm in a random mood

"The first nose transplants were performed in India as early as 750 B.C.  The noses were taken from unfaithful wives." - Bla Bla

"Loneliness correlates with higher blood pressure in people aged 50 to 68. In a study, the 15 percent of participants who scored as "very lonely" in a questionnaire on lack of ( Read more... )

so after living here for 3 months or so..i'm finally getting to know people and hang out with people other than justin and his roomies and tim and his roomies..i'm finally starting to hang out with people from my school..from my church..and just random people that i've been meeting..but still i cant help the whole disappearing feeling..i feel like ( Read more... )

i would have to say that one of my biggest pet peaves is when people you trust just totally crush you..you know you go on thinking that you can totally trust them and then BAM they stab you in the effing back..are some things really worth it??..like years of investing and years of a relationship and years of trust and loving someone..years of ( Read more... )