I am stuck ( Read more... )

"I see it all much clearer now ( Read more... )

While I was in Montreal being upset about Jared and missing him... I was writing fairly often... on the tiny little sheets of paper the hotel gives you for stationary... apparently I put one thing I wrote away in my bag and I just found it...

I can't believe I wrote this a day before he dumped me... holy shit :(

"7/30

There are couples ( Read more... )

I'm not angry, bitter or defensive, am I? ...

" UpTask CIW: i have a bone to pick with you
UpTask CIW: i have a feeling that your madball lyrics are directed at me....

RudhiraKaama: are you being funny or would you like to call me?

UpTask CIW: i just want to confirm they are directed at me before i go blowing a hole in your logic ( Read more... )

FUCK ( Read more... )

I feel so sick right now. I NEED him to still act enthused about talking to me, or seeing me... I need it. I'm overanalyzing everything... thinking too much ( Read more... )

...I'm so confused right now ( Read more... )

leavin in the AM for Montreal... should be interesting... I'll see if I can get away at night... its a city, there's gotta be a bar or something around, btw, this is just my test post :)