but intentions mean nothing if you do nothing about them. i have all these worries about getting things done and yet when it comes time to do them, i find myself struggling to go through with it. why is it so fucking hard to just get stuff done? i don't understand where all my motivation has gone.... i think i used it all up in my first two years ( Read more... )

I never use this damn thing anymore... but I felt the need to update. It's only been about a million years since the last time ( Read more... )

ok so i never go on this thing anymore... and its been brought to my attention that apparently this is a bad evolution of the emalily internet usage ways... meh i prolly still won't be on that often ( Read more... )

so i turned 20 on wed.... i feel old. i'm older than a lot of my friends and only now am i realizing it. oh and thank you to everyone who wished me a happy bday and for my fun array of gifts ( Read more... )

i put my two weeks notice in at d'youville. i'm officially quitting. (happy kafka?) lol only took me like 3 years to finally do it ( Read more... )

ok so hopefully i'll feel all better soon.... this cough just won't let go ( Read more... )

soooo i have strep.... again. i swear i've been sick NONSTOP all semester long... even last semester ( Read more... )

so i got to have dinner with kafkanator last night :) missed her bunches. school is school... stressful as always... waiting on word from the university about whether i am found guilty of bullshit charges... also letting myself get paranoid about something that shouldn't bother me but for some reason does... and i'm sick again. i was healthy for a ( Read more... )

i was in the BEST mood i've been in in months last night. i'm feelin good now too except that i'm exhausted haha been stayin up late talkin to girls lol whoops ( Read more... )

ok so my schedule is absolutely INSANE. its the second week of school and i'm already tapped out. ridiculous.

i had a really overwhelming realization the other night that i'm not sure if i'm totally sure yet or not but yea... its confusing. just ask if u really wanna know, IM me.

blah. i'm very blah.