This is a rather important update for me, personally. Over the past few weeks I've given thought to reconciling the severely damaged relationship between my father and myself. I haven't seen or talked to him in almost four years now. For a few years, I wasn't even in contact with my younger brother and sister, and last year all of that changed. I ( Read more... )

I've neglected to update my journal in.... a long time. Not so much about updating it, but about some serious in-depth type updates. Well, that's all about to change. I've missed a lot of time. But I will try to make up for it the best I can in the next few posts. The past month or so I've been extremely busy. With work, school, and anything and ( Read more... )

I put on my happy face, and act like everything is white. Pure, attractive, A-ok.

I really can't deal with this any longer

It's too much weight.

Though I hope it will

pass, hurry the fuck up.

Tomorrow's exam will destroy me.


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November 16th.

God I am such a geek.

the weekend was great, what can I say. Friday night went from cleaning my room into a late-night trip into the city with kevin. we got there kinda late as everyone was pretty much drunk when we got there, but it was alright. Saturday I woke up pretty early and went out with meg. I saw the Shaun of the Dead, what an great flic that turned out to be ( Read more... )

goddamnit 80 in a 55 on the thruway. I guess I get what I deserve, but.... shit.

How about a quick update for the sake of updating. I need a break from homework anyway. Well what can I say? Stonybrook kicked ass. It was excellent to spend time with Kevin and Paul as a group again. I got to hit on one of the hottest girls I have EVER SEEN in person while I was there, and if I didn't get nervous and walk away I should've walked ( Read more... )

motivation for updating livejournal has been lacking lately. Surprising since there are many things happening in life right now, though it seems like nothing is new. Either that or I just don't value them enough to mention right now. Or maybe I just don't care. Regardless, this upcoming week will come and go as they all do. But I can look forward ( Read more... )

I don't care for this so much any more.