i found you two at the cliffs. i sat in my car and watched how happy you looked. you smiled so brightly. you two are perfect together. i cant help but smile as he puts his arm around you. you two were made for each other. he puts you back together when you fall apart. god im so happy for you. and to think, i kept you from this? happiness. i got out ( Read more... )

so i turn out the lights and lay on my floor. my bed is too empty without you, and it brings back memories. light bleeds through the shades making designs across my floor. its times like these i wish you where here to share this with. but your too busy with him to even recall one of our memories. im too busy thinking you'll come walking through the ( Read more... )

Its dark and quiet. My room seems so vacant. I can feel someone clawing to the front of my mind. Please dont visit me tonight. Im not sure how much more I can take. Its almost like you enjoy destroying me each and every night. It begins...My walls seem to melt into fog. Im left sitting on this bed that seems miles wide. Maybe your just up a little ( Read more... )

i forget sometimes that i am alone. its funny really. i roll over in bed exspecting someone to be their. but day after day, its nothing but empty sheets.

seems like all ive been doing lately is writing down about her and breaking down because of her.....

"Theres the phone again but I cant find the strength to put myself together
When there is no use answering cause i know youll never call"

i need her. i need her so bad.

please.....save me baby.

i made this today.


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i miss someone in my arms.

http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=9246978

help me get an ipod. yes its real. and its free.

so ive just got the he is legend CD from sean. can you say awesome? im in love with this band. i want to just touch them. (in a straight way of course) so school is school, ms lott (my speech teacher) has been going crazy on her right-winged people are right and liberals are commies....oh ms lott, how fox news has warped your mind. but lets not get ( Read more... )

i had a dream i killed a girl and her boyfriend. it was really wierd.