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Why do I always end up losing the ones I love? Is there something I don't know? I can't lose her right now.. but I think I am. I wanna be with her through this.. I want us to work this out. But I don't want her to break up with me. She knows somethings not right... the only question is, is she willing to work through it with me, or is she just ( Read more... )

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving ( Read more... )

I wanna hold you like there is no tomorrow.

I wanna show you my world.

I wanna live my life for you.

I wanna love you forever.

Will you let me?

it's now 1043 at night and i'm leaving to go back to san marcos in less than 12 hours... that would be great, except i have yet to start packing. ok well i guess it's off to go do that.

so i've been back in san antonio for a little while, but took a random trip to san marcos this weekend. i went up there with the intention of going to jonna's party on saturday, but had no idea where i was going to stay, for how long, ya know - all the important details. i ended up seeing some of my OL friends, but then anj called to see if i ( Read more... )

Well as of yesterday, I'm back in San Antonio for about 2 weeks. That sucks for many reasons. The number one reason being I know nobody here anymore. I was here for 3 weeks before orientation and the only person I ever saw was Morgan. She's leaving soon too, but unless she makes some sort of effort, I probably won't see her before then. That doesn' ( Read more... )

this is just some random stuff on my mind that i can never say to who i want to so i'm writing it here where i know it won't get read by her.. if you don't know me well it will make no sense so if you read it, sorry if ya get lost ( Read more... )

well my roommate for next semester and i have been playing phone tag for about a week.. i'm leaving her voicemails like she's a good friend of mine - thats how much we've called each other! i guess if san jacinto didn't get such horrible service and if i didn't work 60+ hours a week maybe i'd get to talk to her. i'll figure something out! sarah ( Read more... )

well i've been to mozart's more times than i can count latley; this past week we went to applebee's for 1/2 price appetizers every night for at least 3 nights in a row; and been who knows where else spending money on who knows what. but lets get to the good stuff. last week went really good, even though it was our first session back from break. ( Read more... )