Still looking for work, no luck yet ( Read more... )

Hokay, so everything is going great with Dan, looking for work, getting ready for school (Dr. T seems pretty cool) My psych eval was today and I got some medication "Not happy pills, anti-sad pills." hopefully that will work out for me, I have an MRI on thursday morning but thats not a huge deal. Uh...yeah...thats about it, nothing else to say I ( Read more... )

First off lets start this on a good note, I am madly in love with Dan and things are going terrific. My counselor is even working on my coming out of the closet to my family. Which, while I am not looking forward to, is something I have to do eventually. Now on to the rant ( Read more... )

Shortly after posting my last journal here, Dan came home. Apparently he had developed a stomach parasite from not eating and it was chewing a hole in his stomach wall. He is now on medication, eating, and doing much better. It really showed me how much I loved him having him nearly taken away.

Love you Daniel,
Alan

Somewhere around 12:30 this afternoon Dan was rushed to the hospital because he was coughing up blood, it is now 9:30pm and I am yet to hear back from him. I have been sitting in my chair rocking back and forth trying now to lose my mind. I am so nervous and worried, it is taking every bone in my body for me to not break down in tears, which is ( Read more... )

Honestly, I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with this jack-ass. I went in for my 8 am appointment, waited around for 45 minutes on the table before I could see him, he asked me what was going on, I explained my muscle spasms, he ran some tests and decided he needed to speak with a coleague, because he is retarted. So then it came up, "Well what ( Read more... )

So I had a short relationship with a guy I know, I eventually cut it off with him because I wanted to be a father and have a real family too much. Anyways we kinda talked, but it just wasn't the same. I realized that I have been thinking and changing a lot in this last month or so, and then he called me the other night. It was so nice and emotional ( Read more... )

Alright, I know you are all wondering how my weekend went, and here goes ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I'm damn pissed right now, I have been worried about this effing lump on my head for weeks now only to go into the surgeons so he could tell me that I was stuck with it. It's just some fucking fatty deposit caused by my being overweight (as if it doesn't give me enough problems being so damn heavy) Since it causes me no pain and doesn't ( Read more... )