1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you ( Read more... )

So yeah, I woke up bright and early this morning, hopped in the shower, got dressed had a bowl of cereal and headed over to Pappys to help him hang some sheet-rock in the garage. We spent the next 8 hours or so doing just this. Up and down ladders, raising and lowering the scaffold for the sheet-rock, and more screwing then a couple of jack-rabbits ( Read more... )

For a long time now a close friend of mines mom has been very ill with cancer. I've known him for 7 years now and in the few times I have been to his house to visit I became close to her, we talked a lot about relationships, and life, and astrology (she was actually the person who got me interested in it) Anyways at 3:40 pm EST she passed away, ( Read more... )

A close friend of mine has been under a lot of emotional and mental stress at home, so the other night we through a little shindig in his honor. Their were a total of 6 guys here, myself included. We played a bunch of games, some Counter Strike: Source, Half Life 2 Death Match, Call of Duty, and FarCry. I really hope he enjoyed himself, and I have ( Read more... )

So with as good of a mood as I am in I decided to take a couple pictures, I actually took about 20 but I only like 3, very few pictures of me I actually like, so here they are. Comment if you are so compelled.


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So yeah, I don't know what it is exactly. I am sure it is a compilation of things but I feel so complete, so whole. The emptiness is gone, the pain is gone, the emoness is gone. I am literally as they say "High on Life" It's just going so well, maybe I am just living in my own little realm of ignorance, but then again "Ignorance is bliss" I hope ( Read more... )

So, months ago, and I mean like April, I think, maybe earlier, anyways. I left, plain old dissapeared out of my then girlfriends life. I assumed that that "bridge was burnt" and I would never want to cross it again. Well I did a lot of soul searching, and a lot of changing, I recently unblocked her on my msn list, fully assuming that I would be ( Read more... )

"Why must I hold such envy and contentment to the rest of the world...? Can I really blame them for being happy, for wanting to smile?"It used to only bother me during the day, when I was constantly reminded that those around me are happy and content with life, not that I want them to stop, I want to hear about how happy you are...because...in ( Read more... )

Konnichiwa ( Read more... )