it's christmas, i have lots of fun presents on my bed, i'm hanging out with my family, and i'm stuffed...life is good :)

i hope everyone is having a very merry christmas!

like 86 million people i know are now engaged...ok, maybe not that many but it's pretty darn close. i'm maybe just a little bit jealous. anyone want to marry me?? takers?? no...guess not ( Read more... )

so i think i've been doing pretty well with the whole charlie break up thing i have going on...i haven't been too sad, i haven't done anything stupid (like gone on a shopping binge or anything), etc. and then today the most stupid thing set me off. i was walking through walgreens and i went to get my nephew a birthday card. i walked through the ( Read more... )

so i guess i'm kind of single. i haven't let that word slip out yet...it feels all wrong. how can i be single again? i don't think i know how to do that. i'm going to say instead that we've broken up...like i've said non-stop to myself since last night. i shouldn't be surprised that we broke up, i mean, i've been unhappy for over a month and ( Read more... )

hmm, so it's only been about 6 months since i last posted on here :) it's funny to read something from that long ago. i wasn't very happy back then in december! things are going really well though. i just had a really great birthday last week. i think birthday 23 was a success! i still love my job, even though the state is making all these crazy ( Read more... )

so i'm in a weird mood tonight. the last couple of days have been a lot of excitement regarding my new place (i get the keys in 2 days...woo hoo) and getting to spend like 5 whole days with charlie. today is weird though, i'm like still excited but i am in a really reflective mood. i think it's because i took a nap this afternoon, and i don't do ( Read more... )

so jax and i are moving into our own place near downtown bloomington! i need to get out on my own. so yea, it's a really cute, big, one bedroom split level. it's technically a duplex i guess, bc it was once a big house that is now 2 side by side houses. my neighbor will be a 60 year old woman and her son (who can't work cuz he has developmental ( Read more... )

so jax and i are moving :)

i'm tired of being sad...

i so got suckered into buying something i didn't need at the mall today...even though i don't need it, it's pretty sweet!! it's like a nail thing that makes you look like you have clear polish on but it has no nail polish and it only took like 10 min. or less. awesome...i am an awesome shopper! ha.