why is it that being drunk and talking to someone always makes you closer?

i hate myself.

i don't like small talk, just get to the point. no one calls to say hi or see how i'm doing. it's always to ask a favor or get something from me. well ya know what, the day someone drops by to say hi or just calls to see how i'm doing, i'll be nice in return ( Read more... )

really what is a friend? someone who always finds a way to let you down. right ( Read more... )

www.myspace.com/lady_lumps

blonde and purple hair... i'm getting tired of it so it's going to be changed soon ( Read more... )

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waking up and still being intoxicated from the night before rockzzz
rule numbero 8. rhymes. hugs. slugs.......drugZ!
fun ass party
i seriously think i'm 23
atleast no ass was made

i'm SO ready to cut and dye some hair
lets hope i get there safe and don't run up on a holland tunnel curb again

i feel sorry for myself for having to put up with her but then again i feel sorry for her and what she's going to put us all through. she knows how hard it is, it's also an unbelievable thing. why would you bring this on when it's happened before? so young yet so blind. it will happen in the blink of an eye ( Read more... )

i hate when i have a day like i had today. certain days i get very emotional when i'm pmsing and today was one. i held back every emotion and now it's just bottled up inside of me. i didn't say what i wanted to say. i hate that. i didn't do what i wanted to do either. i feel like i failed in life and now i won't be able to replace it or do it over ( Read more... )

"The two deaths that thoroughly affected me, happened within the past two years. My Uncle Gary who died from cancer and my Grandmother who died of “natural causes”. I saw them both wither away, kind of like how a grape turns into a raisin. It was a slow and gradual process but it still didn’t prepare me at all for the day they died. I had seen my ( Read more... )