haven't updated this thing in a DAMN long time.
so i started college at suny orange.
&
perhaps i'll update more tmw.

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yeh, i have one of those fruity summer fling/crush thingys.
hes one hundred and five percent - too good to me.
but not in a way i'd ever get sick of.

i bought these vintage posters today.


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i love the simple things.
the little things
that no one notices
i notice.

YESTERDAY ->sucked. i mostly slept, cause i was so sick.
but lastnight couldn't have been any better. i had to pinch myself to be sure it wasn't another dream.
HE messaged me around 11.. at nite, and picked me up to bring me to ashleys ( Read more... )

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I had 3 consecutive dreams last night about him.

It took me two years of silence
for me to recognize the permafrost over his shadow.

Three..
Two...
+ one dose of impulse: new tears: & inappropriate screams

"i was the reason for osculation to take what dull traces of pigment i left in him. i cant be completely at fault.he never was smart enough to turn his back away from the narcotics and the narcisist"

one day until the junior prom.