i'm addicted to spending my money. i any way i possibly can.

this kickass boy i know is comming home from florida in about 3 hours. so it's impossible for me not to smile right now. although today did kinda suck.

So I haven't really had time to sit down and touch base. i'm not gonna talk about the last couple days of my life, because that'd just be a waste of time. Today was okay. i made lots of adjustments to my buddylist, phone, etc. i went to work from 11-2 and then to ULTA, but they were closed due to maintenance or something, which made my night causee ( Read more... )

i really just wanna see him one more time. and then one more time after that. and i could probably say this for months on end. i'm just gonna take it easy, live my life and force myself to move forward and let whatever happens, happen. If anything is meant to be, i'll leave it up to fate.
my life is not a nightmare. i just need to wake up.

i got a job at ULTA (http://www.ulta.com/control/main)! as a beauty consultant.
freakin awesome. it's openeing up in middletown soon (right next to Panera)

ughhh ( Read more... )

i haven't smoked a cigarette in 3 and a half days.

I should be happy right nowi have a pretty good boyfriend ( Read more... )

whatever it was that my parents would beat me over the head with as a child, they certainly succeded the brain damage. i seem to make the same bad decisions over and over, i show recognition for my actions but i never actually learn a damn thing.

Well today sucked.......... i am so used to this by now though! I have to say.. i couldn't imagine life without the people who stay close to me, even when I become distant ( Read more... )