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i never knew love could be so fucking complicated.

this is by far the most dysfunctional and complicated relationship i've ever been in. sometimes i want to scratch your eyes out and hit you in the nose for being so dumb. but. i know this is new for the BOTH of us and i'm glad we keep working at it.

we're doing better and better each time. i love you and happy early 5 months XD.

Cause I’ll be laughing at all your silly little jokes
And we’ll be laughing about how we used to smoke
All those stupid little cigarettes
And drink stupid wine
cause it’s what we needed to have a good time

i hope it lasts<3.

sooooooo this past week was pretty hectic ( Read more... )

i can't get enough. <3.

i'm such a wreck. i'm indecisive, impulsive, and i can be so bitchy at times. i freak out over the littlest things. but you're still here and i want to thank you for that. i'm glad we've been able to work our way out of every little fight and argument. there's no one i'd rather spend the day watching movies with and there's no one i'd rather insult ( Read more... )

i haven't written in this thing for suuuch a long time. i dont know, i've been feeling better just by keeping things to myself. i have a feeling that if i spread the reason for my happiness, it'll just end. or be jinxed or something ( Read more... )

im doing good. i have a decent job that i like. im starting dade wednesday. everything's going great. and i'm growing up..becoming stronger. i feel it and i see it in the way i act. i dont need as many people as i thought i did.

i quit my job. didnt even give a 2 weeks notice. im tired of that shit. ive been there a year and that itself is too long.
im excited about school. it'll give me something to keep busy with. jonathan and i joined a gym. it's cool, i like it.
i start a new job on sunday- i hope it goes well >.<. it will. it's not mcdonalds, lol ( Read more... )