Laughs. Feels like Ive lost my mind 3 times in the last week. Too much drama in rapid succestion... that i made the choice to be involved in. Too strong of emotions dredged up, but i let them out. Snicker, my heart mind body soul and physche feel raw. Strange, i usually would feel numb. And kinda feelin like im bipolar. Up and down, just fine happy ( Read more... )

bah. lets see, jessica and robert broke up, he left town back to florida, so the glassblowing buisness is gone. Turns out dani hasnt wanted to be dating me for several months now, she doesnt find me physically attractive and we are no longer dating. so yea i just feeling a little pissed off and used right now.

Yay! She may want to date her ex-boyfriend bob as well as me and chris. And this after i told her how i felt and wanted a commitment. Gah not only is it bad enough that she wont commit, but to actually be thinking about dating Another person?! wtf?
Shakes head. Anybody know any nice single girls?

Bitch and moan seems to be the order of my journal. Bah. I'll just say things seem to be headed towards a breaking point, i give it till my bday to resolve. Not that i dont care about her, but i just cant live like this long term.Oh yes and to those who actually know her i would appreciate if None of this was mentioned to her. And thank you sarah ( Read more... )

Bah, one is bored at home with nothing to do. And is aggravated. One, nelsons recent behavior has been down right to everybody and has been pissing me off. .............grrrrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

Ok, well things are going better now. Even after the whole meghan fiasco dani still wanted to date me. She said that she gave meghan the chance and her loss was dani's blessing. Wow, that almost made me blush. So things are goin pretty good, besides the fact that dani has a kidney infection and i have bronchitis yay! Fun times watchin movies at her ( Read more... )

Well it seems my life right now is supposed to imitate a see saw for some reason. Things got even more complicated. Short version of the rest: Me and Meghan hung out almost all sat cause she was gonna be gone except for weekands for a month. I end up buying licqour, we get drunk and end up in the bathroom of julies and I almost lost my virginity. ( Read more... )

Trapped inside the box ( Read more... )

.... To answer tony's question, no im not ok. Its been a Really bad day, and when i posted that i didnt even know half of what i do now. Ok ive been likin nelsons ex danielle, and things seemed to be goin ok and she was considering goin out with me. Well nelson had seemed like he had been hitting on her the other day and vice versa. So i talk to ( Read more... )

Is banging his head against a wall.