As MidWest Fur Fest 2007, is logged in the history books now, I refect on the great joy this wonderous three days had brought me, especially in light of a very severe slump that I had been in emotionally over the last two, over the loss of two "friends".  Probably one of the best decisions, I had made in some time, the decision to attend this ( Read more... )

November....what a curious month it has been for me.  The eleventh month of  2007, brought some excitment and many more challenges for me, than I could have ever imagined.  The most notable of which was the loss of two "friends" who turned out to be apparently incompatiable with my style of friendship.  I guess caring and compassion doesn't work  ( Read more... )

 Good Morning Tzup:

Here is wishing you a very happy birthday.  (18 this year, right? :) )  I hope it is a very special one for you full of prosperity and happiness for you and yours. :)

I look forward to meeting your, Nbowa and Oz here soon.

All the best my friend,

*Hugs*

Rukario

 This last couple of days has been quite challenging for me.  Like all challenges that have come before and all that will come after, I will rise above the challenges and perservere.  I am working on an aspect of my life now, that I am still working on integrating into the other aspects of it.  This past weekend, was a prime example of how much I ( Read more... )

A new day....

Generally seen by many a mundane and un-eventful.  That may hold true.  However, a new day for me means being one step closer to living the life that I DESERVE, and that alone gives me the drives and the ambition to keep going, even in light of the temporary challenges that life is currently dealing me.

That is okay though, because ( Read more... )

Today brought an important contract into my life.  A contrast between age old war between good and evil where definitive lines are drawn in the sand, between those we call friends (better known as good) and those we "perceive to be 'friends' yet find out later quite the contrary is true ( Read more... )

"I deserve the best things in life" is an adage I prescribe to every singe day, as it puts things into clearer perspective and brings greater clairity into any advartsities that may want to rear their ugly head, and attempt to introduce negativity into my life ( Read more... )

This closing part of this past week brought with it some significant progress, with two significant milestone in the continuing quest for the crucial first stepping stone to entrapreneurship.  The first milestone was a very promising interview I had with a local servicing company here in Ohio.  The interview itself lasted approxiatmently 45 minutes ( Read more... )

This weekend saw, a swath of emotions come over me; feelings of intense melancholy and loneliness filled my heart.

This weekend also brought with it, other feelings, of the inexplicable kind that I am still even today looking for answers to.  While, it may not be the will of the Universe to find out what those answer are in the hear and now, and ( Read more... )

"Emptiness" is a void that is inexplicable for me to convey in words or emotions.   Yesterday, found me walking down this deserted highway wandering aimlessly, feeling that I had no friends, no strength, and a skewed sense of what was being projected in front of me, and  my interpretation of such events ( Read more... )