it's really 2020. damn near 20 years since i started these journals. half of that me not bothering to update. which turns into me not recalling details as much as i used to. figure life at 20 had different experiences to bring up than 37. like, ALOT of things to remember. life in the years between 03 and 2020 were decidedly more interesting than ( Read more... )

aight so um..now i need a paid account in order to have my old custom background? fuck, nicci put some effort into that years ago. ain't like i can hit her up for help now, not after that last convo we had in 2011. also, deadjournal is down now? wtf. so much from my early days on the net that isn't around anymore. myspace replaced aol/yahoo and no ( Read more... )

people always ask, " why do black guys date white females? " a good question actually, but all i can speak on is my own experences..as usual, a bit of a back story to further cement my point..hold on, lemme light this black...that being done ( Read more... )

really, i don't think i ever did, not once in my life. anyone that's been around was only out for one of my useful qualities, which more often than not they never had. like having a car, the biggest achievement, besides having a son ( Read more... )

i been wondering since i got outta jail what the fuck was up with women. it's like the things i used to do no longer worked. instead, a whole new approach was needed to secure a female. wondering what it was, i did a lil research ( Read more... )

the phrase which best suits the life of a black person in america. due to the stereotypes projected over the last few hundred years, we find ourselves in a "this or that" conundrum. see? that use of the word "conundrum". it means a difficult & confusing question or problem. in case you were wondering, it's /kəˈnəndrəm/noun. but for some, they only ( Read more... )

my last update was nov 4th. it's jan. 3 now, so another birthday's passed, another christmas, another new years. i had a job for a min, got a new one starting 2day @ 3. dame's here, dixie's bout 2 pop little's pregnant and kelly's not being a bitch anymore. she says it's cuz i stopped being an ass all the time when really i'm just tolerating more ( Read more... )

ahh update time...short version of course. kelsie's trying to burn everything kendricks a possible molestor keithen is coming along nicely to be a full grown lazy ass hood nigga like damn near every black guy i know over 21, kelly fell into the exel trap and is no fuckin' someone from the job, dixie's her usual her new baby daddy is apparently ( Read more... )

so after 6 years livejournal FINALLY goes to a normal editor.. seems a lil odd, aol stopped having you use raw html back when 7.0 came out in '02 ( Read more... )

aight so we're supposed to respect our parents right? do what they say, take care of them when they get old, and all that? that's they way it's always been. even says so in the good book(that's the bible for the unholy) so explain to me what's going on these days ( Read more... )