My plane lands in Prague Dec 29th at 2:40pm!  I miss being able to touch my boyfriend.  I really wish skype would create such a feature because if I can only stare at my boyfriend for three hours every day I am going to go out of mind.

Paris was a dream
Barcelona was a retreat

but nothing is better than making dinner with my best friends and boyfriend in my own flat.

(and lying in his arms until 2pm watching monty python.)

(America is really going to be the death of me.)

I am dieting ( Read more... )

Immediately following my first freak-out of 2010, I turned on the OC Season 1 dvd.

I AM STILL WORTHLESS but I can't do anything tonight but clean my room and then sleep.
Tomorrow, I start learning Czech and figure out my post-bach/vey school plan.  Time to get to work arich

I’m not going to lie, though I do it often. When someone matters, I’ll tell them the truth, just like the way I only smile when it’s needed. I don’t overuse things, because things easily lose their meaning that way. I think you’re an amazing person. You’re smart, clever, witty, incredible with words and with the colors that flutter from each stroke ( Read more... )

I can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time, without interruption, endlessly, even though I feel that here in this world there’s no undisturbed place for our love, neither in the village nor anywhere else; and I dream of a grave, deep and narrow, where we could clasp each other in our arms as with clamps, and I would ( Read more... )

I am the most tired woman in the world. I am tired when I get up. Life requires an effort I cannot make. Please give me that heavy book. I need to put something heavy like that on top of my head. I have to place my feet under the pillows always, so as to be able to stay on earth. Otherwise I feel myself going away, going away at a tremendous speed ( Read more... )

nothing matters because

I just finished a very intense video chat/catch up session with sam and aliu

and

it is fucking nice as hell outside

and then there's prague.

ohey 20. what's up.

on my last.fm today it changed from 19 to 20. KOOL RIGHT OMG

so it's Monday, November 2nd.

Wednesday night at 12am I turn 20.

WHY STOP IT
STOP IT STOP IT