The first cut is the deepest

[run4skinny]

I'm so down. Depressed. Hateful

I hate myself. I'm gross.
Fat
Ugly
Stupid
Dumb
My thighs are fat
My stomach is huge
My arms are flappy
I have like 3 chins.

Fuck everything. I cut myself today. I want to cut again. I hate myself. It felt so good after I did it. I just want to do it again. I want to feel that sting again.

Wtf is wrong with me.

Comments

[unearthmybones]

I wish i was there just to give you a hug

[run4skinny]

:( I mean I was laying next to my husband writing that. But he doesn't know I cut. Or purge. I am so trapped

[punchinga_dream]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I've been off of here far too long. I felt that way last night and almost cut as well. I don't know how I stopped myself. I know there isn't much I can say to make you feel better and I wish there was :/

I hope everything gets better