nights like tonight i wish he was here. i miss him so much. and i have to wait so long before i see him again. well, it feels long. at least 8 or 9 days. i can't wait until next year, when i'll get to sleep next to him, when i'll get to see him almost any time i want.

there are still some days where i feel so restless and sad that i don't know  what to do with myself. i'd rather be anywhere than here ( Read more... )

*sigh* it'll still be another 10 or 11 days before i get to see him ( Read more... )

the more i think about him being here next year the happier and happier i get. i'm really looking forward to senior year now.
we only have two real months of this long distance relationship to go. i can't believe it!!

he's changed his mind ( Read more... )

you know, sometime between january 1, 2007 and march 28th, 2008, i've become this strong, confident, secure woman.

i still am evolving. and for the better, i believe.
i've become a woman who can handle being alone, who can face harsh criticism and judgment, who can let anything negative anyone says about me roll right off my back. i've become a ( Read more... )

i don't know what's wrong with my body but it's rebelling against me at a very bad time. fucker.

well, spring break is over and i'm back in columbus. i've only been back for a few hours and i'm already feeling a bit homesick. i'm already starting to miss mark....a lot.  i'm trying to  avoid this. i really should have brought a book from home. something to read, to distract myself ( Read more... )

he got into ohio state ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if we'll last another year apart from each other.  we have this far,  and without any major issues...so why not?  there are times where i'm more confident than others, though. i hope to god we make it ( Read more... )