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PEACE <3.

im hacking up blood.

i feel better today though, im going to work at least.

my winter break, is sucking so much.

then again, it just started.

hopefully, it'll get better.

you ever wanted something so bad? like charlie wanted the golden ticket (in charlie and the chocolate factory). lol it sucks ( Read more... )

xmas was awesome. i got lots of stuff. i felt spoiled. im sick now. i have a headache (caused by a fever), a cough, my throat hurts, i thought i was going to throw up earlyer, i just feel like shit ( Read more... )

Why does everyone make fun of me for always drinking frozen drinks, even when its cold out?? thats just how i do.
Today I got the best xmas gift EVER! A ring, 14k white gold, 4 diamonds and some kind of stone in the middle. I love it!!
I'm so happy. Today was so awesome! Well, last night I stayed the night at my cuzins, she went to the hospital at ( Read more... )

Heather is here. I guess im going to hang out with her later. I cant wait until friday night! ah

i guess the things i was trying to make obvious, were not clear. and the things i was trying to hide inside, showed so well on the outside. and i had no idea. i really dont know what is wrong. i feel like i cant control myself.

im dying my hair again, blond-er... with thin black streaks going through it, idk how its going to turn out. i found this awesome kitty sitting on valeries car when i came home earlyer and it loves me and i love it (he or she idk) and my dog doesnt like it. i got everyone's xmas gifts. the mall was crazed. soo many people. i wrapped valerie's dad's ( Read more... )

I think im going to drop out and try to get my GED. my boss is ok with it, my parents accepted it, my brothers and sisters think its a better idea. Im just going to miss going to school alot. My stomach is starting to hurt again, it feels so gross. I think I need some more medicine, and I think im going to need more asprin for my fever. or ( Read more... )

i didnt get any sleep last night i was up trying to think about something else besides puking. ughhgjh then finally 5AM i jump up out of bed and im puking all over the floor in the bathroom and i couldnt breath, thought i was going to die haha and i just wouldnt stop. then i felt better cleaned it all up, ugh and then went to sleep. woke up when ( Read more... )