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something is bothering me.

im sadd. i need summer. i need the beach. i need MV. soo bad.d

i cant beleive it is over ( Read more... )

my mind is the only fucking thing that cannot be taken from me. it never will be.

NEVER. ever.
someone could fucking stab me. shoot me. go ahead. it will not be in my way. never.

alrite, so i claim my LJ dead.

goooooooooooddddbyyyye lj! i will recover you from you burial at a later date.

ps. i love you.
pps. ummmmm just know a lot of things happen in my life.
pppps. everything happens for a reason
ppppps. god blessed the broken road. yes sir.

<3shoosh.

omg./..i ... i know where i am gong to college next year. that totally just hit me.

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a very wise friend once told me that:

"some people think holding on makes them strong..but sometimes it's letting go."

this can be applied to soooooo many aspects of myyy life. yours too probably. it goes along with that whole change thing... sometimes.

i left my pillow at my aunts house. i have a big puffy one that i am using. it is WAY to puffy. it was hard to fall esleep on. i woke up this morning with a stiff neck. it kinda hurts. i want back my flat pillow.

brrrr. the frustration.

ineedtotellyouhowifeel.

its indoor again.. its new... its a new season.. a new month.. a new life.. new people.. a new place.. a new school.. a new.. a lot of things. but there is that similar feeling i am grasping for.. something that i love SO much. that indoor feeling. that feeling of walking into the fitchburg track. that feeling of running around shrewsbury. that ( Read more... )

INDOOR TRACK BEGAN TODAY <3<3<3<3<3 honestly... . i am STOKED.  i really cannot explain my level of excitment.

ifckingmissyou.