fuck this world that keeps me awake ( Read more... )

within me dwells an eternal spring, from which tears flow through my soul and out my eyes. the blood that streams from my tattered body, however, has no infinite source; someday it will run dry and i will at last drift into peace

sometimes i cant believe
this is all really happening
sometimes i cant believe
im really standing here

[private entry]

in my dreams at night lately all ive been seeing is the back of a head as it walks away from me and the river of tears on the floor growing as i silently mourn the departure.

Do you wear a watch:no How many coats and jackets do you own?:5 or 6 Most expensive item of clothing?:vasity jacket Do your friends 'know' you?:some What do they tend to be like?:theyre definitely pretty cool Are there traits in you that are universally liked?:sure How many people do you tell everything?::2 Favorite band ever?:311 Most listened to ( Read more... )

What time are you starting this?:10:33 Name?:runaway_outcast Nicknames?:runaway, outcast, runaway_outcast, _ Date of birth?:7/17 Sex?:male Height?:5'11'' Eye color?:dont know Where were you born?:new jersey Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:like 2 i think Pets?:a cat, a kitten, and her kitten Hair color?: Piercings?:none Town you live ( Read more... )

Do you own a machiwara stick?:duh have you learned any other languages as a result of training where you do?:japanese Why do you train?:for fighting or a CHALLENGE Do you own a gi (outfit) ?:yes Have you ever used your martial art to hurt someone else?:only if i need to How many times per week do you train?:15 When was your last class?:this morning ( Read more... )

running in the sand ( Read more... )

these days it seems like everything moves in green time. sometimes a man with an army buzz cut makes me a waffle but i never eat it because of all the poisons that might be in it. if he gets sad i just tell him its all right, i will eat the apple next time it falls from the tree - but until it doesnt have any worms or jesters who cant talk, it will ( Read more... )