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_____nonchalant

my dad wouldnt let me use his laptop back at our condo
so i had to walk to the clubhouse.
i tried to catch a lizard on the way over.
but he was too quick for me.
i'm always afraid that when i come back from vacation no one will remember who i am.
i know that would probably never happen.
but it's a scary thought.

i'm updating from florida ( Read more... )

Hi my name is Lauren and I'm probably deleting this journal.

except i dont know how.

<3!

i am ungrounded monday. not that it really makes a difference. no one wants to hang out with me anymore.

my knee is killing me. its getting worse. i wish it would just stop be swollen.fskfjhadgj great way to start my soccer season, the one thing i was looking forward too.

i go to florida next week.

i like chocolate chip muffins.

hahahaha.
who changed my icon?

i miss a lot of friends ( Read more... )

i feel so distant from a lot of people lately ( Read more... )

Dear distrusting parents and opinionated friends,

I'm sorry you don't understand me.
I'm really sorry I don't meet your standards.
I'm sorry that my opinions differ from your own.
But go ahead, make me feel like shit.
You seem to find pleasure in that.

the computer and i are fighting
we are no longer friends
it likes to ruin my life.

dont you just hate it when your parents read your aim conversations?

fuck, fuck, fuck.

i hate the feeling of disappointment.
i think im gunna go puke now
kbye.